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21st-Jan-2010 09:39 pm - Ohisashiburideshita
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I'm feeling particularly emo at the moment. Just in a sort of I-really-can't-be-bothered-talking-to-anyone-at-the-moment sort of mood.
I'm not too sure why it's like this tbh. Don't get me wrong, these moments are kinda rare. I'm perfectly happy and in fact really grateful of the lifestyle I have at the moment. Medic life is FUCKING BRILLIANT.

I reckon it's only 'cause I've just finished the January mock exams and have had too much time to do some unnecessary brooding that I'm like this. Hrm. And there've been some pretty weird tensions in the group I've grown attached to lately. It's because we have too much damn time on our hands and nothing to do! So what happens is we end up bored and wondering what we can do, but hanging out anyway-- and in the end that leads to some grumpy people... wait, I mean its not that simple obviously and it's not that complicated either- I'm probably completely blowing this out of proportion, BUT THE POINT IS, I worry that spending too much time with the same people for such a MASSIVE period of time is kinda unhealthy... It must be, right?

Especially since the medics spend so much damn time together-- so many events and group work they give us-- and we just tend to be cliquey too hah.

If I was asked whether I've changed since I've gotten here, well I really haven't got a fucking clue. Maybe, maybe not. I know my accent has most DEEEFINTELY changed- probably for the worse, hah! Too much hanging around those mancs and londeners I love so much.
But in terms of finding out more about myself, the most prominent thing I've noticed would definitely be that I worry about trivial things too much.

Like I read way too deep into things. I probably wouldnt have noticed it this much if my friends didn't point it out to me. With a few straight forward 'GET OVER YOURSELF' and 'STOP BEING SO EMO' and 'ITS NOT YOUR FAULT', it doesn't so much help the situation I'm in but kinda exposes me to this massive flaw of mine. Hrm.

I told you I feel emo at the moment!.
But since this entry is already pretty depressing I may as well continue huh.

Oh, and by the way those 'GET OVER YOURSELF's are completely harmless. They're most definitely not meant in a mean way. Abuse seems to be a thing in this group of friends haha. Actually I think I'll take this oppertunity to say how much I love them :) A LOT! Amazing people. And pretty damn unique. There, I feel much better already :)

Which is half the problem. If one of them gets moody or down and its completely not my fault, I'll feel the responsibility anyway for some massively odd reason. Hell, if some randomer comes in and starts to shout at me and leave, I can't just think 'Oh, whatever,' I'll actually end up feeling upset for about a good 3 hours or something before I get over it. DAYUM.

Come to think of it, the mood of one person being down affects our whole group quite a lot.
I really don't like it.
As immature as that sounds.

Well, my minds gone blank now.
I really feel like some alone time tbh. I've spent the last 2 weeks or so in constantttttt company of the same people-- not that I'm sick of it or anything... I love spending time with these awesome people and they make me smile so so much, but I need to breathe or something along those lines.

Okay, this feels a little better now that I've gotten that out.
Tbh, this is mainly here just to let me type out what I feel and to look back in the future really. Feel free to ignore this post altogether :D
Emo time over! Shower time starts hahaa~!

p.s. Bet you people thought I was dead. Sorry for the lack of commenting on your LJs... if you even remember who I am! Uni life has been crazycrazy :)

xx
29th-Nov-2009 02:03 am - Saturday Night
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I have the flu and feel like shite.
And I honestly can't believe this is all I can muster up after not posting on LJ for over two months!

x
18th-Sep-2009 11:02 pm - Friday Night
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Originally I was going to do a full-on catch-up post of recently made memories before I went to the new halls and got busy. But I've been well... too busy for THAT hahaa- only started packing yesterday and seriously, the most stressful part of that is the LAST MINUTE BIT.

So I don't have any time for a full-on post, but I wanted to put down a little something at least before I take apart my computer and take it to my new room tomorrow (ohgod I REALLY hope the connecting-to-the-internet part won't be a hassle D:

I will seriously miss tonight. Unbelievably crowded at badminton (20 people sharing one court for four hahaa) but I love it. I love the people there and I love epicness that is FRIDAY NIGHT GARSTON BADMINTON.

Makes me feel a little emotional even though I'm STAYING IN THE SAME CITY.

My walls are completely bare since I'm moving all the wall-stuff to my new room. EVEN THE PAPER CRANES. I really shouldnt've done that cause it'll be a complete pain separating all the knots and stuff. Actually I have a photo but the USB connection is packed in my suitcase and I really need to get to the taking-this-computer-apart-part of the packing now :(

Sorry if my commenting for a while is completely RUBBISH... I'm a good friend I swear! (LOL I JUST TYPED 'I SWEAT' BY ACCIDENT)
Umyes, last post in a pre-freshers state.
Over and out.
 <3
10th-Sep-2009 02:18 pm - Thursday Noon
fffffff
STUDENT FINANCE IS GIVING ME MONEY! AN IMPRESSIVE FEAT!
My loan doesn't even cover the accomodation fees for the year though LMAO. I've got a while to wait until they can even look at my evidence for the grant :|

I was out with a friend yesterday just having a chat and... whilst talking about how CLOSE Uni was, I realized I'm MOVING INTO DORMS NEXT SATURDAY 0__0 That's... one week and two days. I'M FREAKING OUT. More scared than excited at the moment, mainly of:

1. BEING A LOSER WITH NO FRIENDS
2. Being unable to keep up with going out and going to 9am lectures (oh and there's a 9am plenary on a saturday, too :| )
3. Falling asleep with my contacts in and consequentially getting surgery on my brain to get them out or something.

I really need to start packing 0__0
Oh, but here's something that's even more scary than those three points above... COMBINED:


My dad found this yesterday in a chicken he was slicing open. 0_0 Raw, of course. A sort of... yet-to-develop egg. Two of them.
Sort of fascinating but incredibly disgusting at the same time.
Which made me wonder how I would react to cutting open cadavers (or parts of them. MAN.)

p.s. that's my FINGER on the side. For like.. a measure of size :S
p.p.s. Oh actually I ate an omelette after that ordeal, so I guess it didn't affect me THAAAT much afterall :/

7th-Sep-2009 02:15 pm - Monday Afternoon
DARN GOOD TEA
I was eating some corn just then (as in like, corn on the cob), and suddenly had two thoughts:

1. I remembered the kids from Totoro eating corn in the film. And that I really really want to see the original Japanese version of it.
2. I really want to have my future kids eat corn.

Erm... IDEK.

But anyway, the main point of the post is a picspam for a very very good friend's 19th :D
At first I had the thought that turning 18th was a big step, but NINETEEN! The thought's a little scary.

A little food, a little drink, a little dance, and lots of love <3Collapse )

p.s.
There's less than TWO WEEKS until I move into new dorms for univeristy... D: D: D:
Excitement has more or less been taken over by intense fear of not being able to make any friends~! D;
Or being really dumb in class compared to everyone else.

Note to self:
DO NOT LOSE YOUR CAMERA OR PASSPORT OR PHONE PLZ DURING FRESHERS PLZ.

30th-Aug-2009 12:28 pm - Sunday Noon
AWESOME
LMMMMMMMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


Get past the first 10 seconds and you'll know what I'm on about.
LOL PING PONG SUJU

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FUCK YEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH


19th-Aug-2009 07:32 pm - Wednesday Evening
D:
I am about 14 hours away from knowing my fate.
OHMYGOD WHAT IF I DON'T GET THE GRADES.
*sob*
15th-Aug-2009 12:18 am - Friday Late Night
shida mirai ♥ kanata hongo
On the MTR train on the way back home today I saw this guy standing a bit away from me holding a bunch of flowers tied with a HUGE pink bow, and he kept checking his hair and the flowers to make sure they wouldn't get crushed. CLEARLY on his way to an important date hahaaaaa- too adorable xD

-Is all :)
I'm back home in less than three days!

<3
3rd-Aug-2009 06:55 pm - Monday Evening
fuck yeah
YES OMG YES OMG



THIS!!!!!!!
After about 2 weeks after seeing it on TV and spasming to my relatives about whether they know where you can find it BUT NO ONE KNEW.
I FELL INTO A STATE OF DEEP DEPRESSION.
Okay that's an exaggeration but I did go a little mental looking for it online.
And then FINALLY
I FOUND IT
IN  CAUSEWAY BAY!! BY TIMES SQUARE!!!!



I ended up eating 3 0__0
Bacon and Egg
Italian
(sausage, cheese, tomato... like a pizza!)
And French cinnamon (omg this was the fittest out of the lot. and that means quite a bit since the other two were awesomely fit also. The french cinnamon had apple and custard... and even though i usually hate custard it was SO GORGEOUS. thin crispiness on the outside and doughy goodness on the inside. OMFG. I really must go back to this place before leaving HK.

FULLY RECCOMENDED TO OTHERS OKAY.
This has got to be the shortest entry ever on hk.
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